Sunday, October 30, 2005

my mom says that our family is the only one that finishes their pineapple tarts and goodies before deepavali comes.
i claim that she subconsciously collected the tarts earlier cos she wanted them too, and the actual date of deepavali was insignificant, just as long as it is in the viscinity of time.
i can't wait for dinner on tuesday. which is possibly the only thing that might lead people to believe that we are indeed Hindu, and technically do celebrate diwali. but anyway the reason why i can't wait is cos the food will be great.
i also cannot wait for hari raya because not only is it a holiday, but it means we can visit my extuition teacher, who's gift we have already bought, in anticipation of being invited. plus he often gives us pineapple tarts as well.
i love the holidays, don't you?

welcome, november. as october draws to an end, leaving september as merely a distant memory, signifying the end of a year i feel i never quite lived til' the end, a year that flew by cos i spent my time pondering the future, a year that swung by cos i was waiting for the bells to ring.
wake up, they've rung.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

on a brighter note, my gilmore download is on its way. slowly but surely.
something to make me happy, on a lonely-er than usual sunday, despite its busy plan.
i think i've screwed up the first sem of med.. how could this be happening to me again? this is like, reliving my horrible jc habits, my procastination, my lastminuteness, my addiction to the computer, and my coming home late, and tiredness from training.
i need to start studying. properly. i've never been to the study room in kevii, i think i should check it out. med people seem to love it, i have no idea why! maybe there's a mysterious force, built up over the years, some power, that all med kevii people can benefit from if they study there.
wth. i just need to start studying.

i really want to go on a holiday.
i really want to climb more.
i really want to hear from you soon.
i really want to start studying.

please? inspiration.
two songs of the moment: walking in memphis, lonestar. and disneyland, five for fighting.

to saus babe who's probably racing vigorously now, i hope you are having a lot of fun. and i hope they're taking care of you.

i love you, and i miss you, you, you and you.
(eww i'm doing the you you thing. ewwww. but its true. but ewww.)

Saturday, October 01, 2005

september really did glide by. and yes, it definitely had its moments. my moments, that well.. i'll remember for what i'd like to think is a really long time. perhaps after 30 days of living in a good month, it seems hard to imagine what it'd be like after. you begin to realise that it was a lot to do with the mind, the feel good factor. and that it should never be given a time period, cos we all hope it never has to end.
my mistake. but no regrets somehow.
when i said a moment could last forever, perhaps somehow a month can stretch even longer.
still definitely, a sweet september, no?

in a weird mood. just watched ep4 of the oc. and it just keeps getting better.

i watched STOMP, yes. it was fantastic.
i need to study.