holy magoly!
i just understood the meaning of the song Because of You by Kelly Clarkson! after watching the complete video. the song that just keeps running through your head. interestingg.
lanmus lanmus. anatomy. lower limbs, once again there, discovering new things that i never knew, just like how it was for upper limbs two days ago. scoof. this is whaat smoking your way through tutorial does to you! argh.
physio and biochem in a mess! argh! three days left! argh!
but anyway long happy weekend. i am fat yet happy. went to my grandma's house just now! and whacked cake. whee.
ok time to get stressed!

argh!

i'm going to my tuition teacher's house today, finally called the lovely ol' man.

i also need to mug GIT, and some biochem today. tell me loves, it's possible?
i also don't want to go back to hall tonight. it seems to be a "school-less" day this monday-dynamo.

sometimes the jail cant chain the cell,
and the rain's too plain to tell,
all alone by a barren well,
the scarecrows only scaring himself!

okay, i didn't really mean for that entry to be a sympathy call, but thank you all anyways. i love ya'll. all you america-based learners, i can't wait to see ya'll again.

i had a great weekend, last weekend, at pelapah waterfalls in kota tinggi.
photos for visual effects.

i couldn't sleep last night cos i was thinking how tragic it is that the only friend whom i can have nonsense phonecalls with and talk about nothing, and practically talk till one of us falls asleep on the other, is in america. my best friend is in america. and i'm here, and it's not the same anymore, and i miss that. i can't wait for december, i can't wait for you to start calling me again, be it the rare psychotic-ly early morning calls, where you immitate my mmm-s and ahhh-s, and try to rouse me from my deepdeepsleep. or just the random purposeless calls.
and the hanging out in your house. and my house, when i get my way, and manage to convince you to come down. and sleeping over. and eating ice cream in the swimming pool though it almost gives us pneumonia running to that stall dripping wet and back into the pool.
and my insisting on drinking ice lemon tea at the movies. and finally compromising, by buying mountain dew, the true survivor drink.

crap.
you stupid goondu.
i bloody love you.

and sometimes i dream, that i'd be in a number 10 on the way to nus, instead of waking up at hall, that i'd be giving you my typical dead calls on the hp making sure you were at the bayshore busstop ready to hop onto the same bus, as we make our sleepy-eyed journey down to lt29, for morning lectures. and when break comes, when it's lunch time, we'd probably be travelling to yih for lunch more often, or perhaps even the spinelli at the uni-hall that i've yet to try, since you'd probably hate the vegetarian food at the sci canteen. and you may not be in climbing, but sometimes you'd wait for me to end training so that we could take the fricking number 10 home.
and you'd share my friends and i'd share yours, easily, now that we're in the same school, finally.
and.. enough. i am not delusional,
and, sometimes its okay to picture life down another path,
and, imagine the what-ifs.

but then it hits you, life is not that dream.
and it hurts.

morning high!
there's nothing like, waking up at home on a day when you'd expect to be in hall. nothing like, hearing your stereo alarm go off, and waking up to a mid-song.

oh until the dawn it brings
another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
cause you and i both loved
what you and i spoke of
and others just read of
others only read of the love
of the love that i love

should it be a plus, that i received an i love you lots! message, albeit by the wrong person, albeit for the wrong person? ;) i still dont know how you mixed that up. i shall await an explanation today :P

oh, and did i add, my papa's on school holidays, so what does this mean? i get to drive to school today.
i'm on a roll, its november!

kamya HAPPY DIWALI :) daylight timesaving. six in the evening. i hope you're going for a good dinner. "i love you lots!" i do. :)